RSSAmplifier

Blog

✧ cinni’s blog ✧

HELLO WORLD! ✧ ヽ(*・3・)ノ ✧ 。✧ 。✧ ▓ ✧。 ...

cinni.bearblog.devRSS feed ↗10 posts

Latest posts

gay times

last week (sunday) my friends met up and we went trinket shopping and walked around a lot between parks, shops, and my friend's house to end the day with crafting, cats, vegan pizza & spongebob lol. i wore a super cute but also a sensory nightmare outfit, so halfway through the day i broke down and had to remove my tights and trade shoes with my friend, b/c my feet were killing me lmao T.T but it…

things are actually looking up

i'm currently in the middle of packing for my move on friday, but i'm just too excited for the future that it felt appropriate to update my lil blog space here. this month actually was super fucking hectic i'm surprised i pulled this shit off. basically, on april 1 i got the notice that we were being kicked out by our roommates - we had until may 1 to find a place. i was devastated because…

quick post about my general state of being

it's been since december 2024 when i last posted. around october of 2025 my abusive dad kicked me out of my home after a traumatic threat to me and my partner's life, and essentially had just a bag of clothes and no money and no income. my 'friend' graciously hosted me for 3 days, but then kicked me out while i didn't have a plan of where to go next. i didn't exactly have a network of friends with…

Winter 2024 Tamagotchi Meetup

This year was a first for the NYC Tamagotchi Club ! I have been going to almost all of the meetups, sans a few due to other obligations / etc reasons. The club officially started in April, I joined the next meetup in June, and I had to miss the last meetup in October :'( so when yesterday's meetup was scheduled, I had to be there! I prioritized it over other events happening that day, and…

Family

When I think about my family and my childhood, I think about.. belts, with gold hardware and black leather, with a brown leather lining. the family cat being strangulated in front of my eyes, almost to death the smell of beer and scratchy beards. at 14 i was kicked out of the house, because my dad said 'i'll show you what real abuse looks like' only now do i remember, that I don't ever recall an…

March Update🌸

I'm alive...and hanging in there! Lately I've been into journaling and collecting vintage stationery*. I ordered some binders and folders to organize my sticker collection and put away some various papers,zines,postcards, etc all in one neat place. I've been trying to track a lot of things! if i've taken my medicine, or go on walks, or even how often i cuddle my cat in a day. i've managed to keep…

december update

i've been slacking on my logs, but it is what it is. still feeling boughts of depression despite the pills and therapy, for a myriad of reasons but nonetheless the winter time certainly doesn't help. i've had to bust out my happy light this week, but i'm happy to say i've been keeping up with my walking habit even if i don't post about it. :) i've had a few life events keep me busy - been making…

colder weather, sadder mood

I inevitably didn't keep up with my blog after a strong start :') that's okay. I finished my teku teku angel "due" run with a sweet goodbye message and a slideshow of my progress everyday with all the characters i got. I thought i was recording it, to find out at the end I never hit record. gah! Then i got pretty depressed again and overwhelmed with life. Therapy is going well, my life not so…

autumn solstice

So just in case it hasn't been confirmed before, taking out the batteries of a micalun & devitan totally resets it 💀 i had a feeling considering how old it was, but alas... all my 26 characters gone!! it's okay, though.... >_>;; i managed to archive all the sprites, but not the text. i do have a second device coming in the future, but i'm not sure if i'm totally ready to run a whole device again…

summer ends

Yesterday my OG teku teku angel left me, waah! I had no idea they could leave prematurely? The goal was set pretty high so I wasn't able to reach it most of the time but I was under the impression it would just evolve into a lazy gel, instead of leaving after a certain amount of time of poor care, presumably? ah well. It left me a goodbye message after the 13th day. :'c My teku teku due is still…