Down, Not Up: Why You Can't Stop Over-Thinking

You’re not over-thinking. You’re self-medicating with cognition.

I’m certain you are familiar with cognitive looping or rumination. Most Nice Guys are. That loop you can’t stop, the analyzing, rehearsing, replaying, planning for conversations that haven’t happened, that’s not a thinking problem. It’s a regulation problem. Regulation of your nervous system. Your mind is doing what a drink does, what porn does, what any compulsive behavior does (yes, including sex): managing a level of internal discomfort that you don’t have another way to manage. That is it.

The only difference is the substance.

You are almost certainly not aware of this. But early in your life, your body became an unsafe place. You had emotional pain that was just too big to hold, and no one helped you hold it. The co-regulation that teaches a child to self-regulate never came. Your primary caregiver couldn’t regulate herself. And she couldn’t give you what you needed. So you left your body. Your system disconnected from it. You went up, into your head, because thinking was the only channel that didn’t hurt.

You didn’t choose this. It was the only architecture available. And it was the right strategy for the problem at the time. But it no longer serves you.

The problem is in your body. The tool you’re using is your mind. Every attempt to solve rumination with more thinking feeds the loop. You’re using the drug to treat the addiction. It’s not unlike handing a drink to an alcoholic so he can calm down.

This includes analyzing why you ruminate. Including reading about rumination. Including taking a course on rumination. And it’s why you’ve read every recovery related book you could get your hands on.

The mind cannot fix what the mind is doing. It’s the wrong channel.

Cognition and physical sensation are mutually exclusive. You cannot think and feel at the same time.

Your nervous system operates faster than your thinking mind – 30-60 millisecond response. Your body has already responded before your mind starts analyzing (300-600 milliseconds). The signal is already there. Thinking is always late to the scene.

And the body doesn’t lie. It produces raw signal. Cognition, on the other hand, makes meaning. It interprets, narrativizes, and constructs stories. The Nice Guy’s meaning-making apparatus is compromised by the same wounds that sent him into his head in the first place. You can’t trust your interpretations because the interpreter is doesn’t work properly. The body just reports.

When you drop your attention into your body, your breath, your chest, your gut, your hands, the cognitive loop loses the channel it needs to operate.

You don’t stop ruminating. You start feeling. You start being present. The thinking stops on its own because it no longer has anywhere to go.

You left your body for a reason. It hurt. Coming back to it means coming back to sensation you’ve been avoiding for years, probably decades. That has to be gradual. Don’t force it. You make contact, briefly, repeatedly, and you build tolerance over time.

But the direction is simple. Down, not up.

Every man who can’t feel his body is locked out of his own interior. He can’t identify what he needs because he can’t feel what he needs. He can’t find his direction because direction is felt, not thought. He can’t stop performing because he has no access to what’s real underneath the performance.

Getting into your body is not one piece of the work. It’s the piece that unlocks every other piece. You cannot heal wounds, shame, or shadow without access to the body and nervous system. Trauma science proves this.

One move. Down.

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