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You weren’t invited. I never asked for you. You hid inside the pain, and now the debt is due.
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You say we weren’t invited
but we both know that’s a lie.
You summoned us forth
because you secretly wanted to die.
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I was weak and beaten down. Lost and forlorn. So lonely and tired With so much still to mourn.
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We arrived in your darkest hour.
Here to numb your pain.
Just a few drinks
to silence your thirsty brain.
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I took your deal So, so many times Killing myself slow as punishment for my crimes.
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You hated yourself.
And we know you still do.
So, we offer you a new deal.
Right now, just for you.
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I know your ways. So here’s my counter offer: I’ll bleed onto this page to fill your empty coffer.
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Oh yes, bleed away.
I’ll drink your trauma like wine.
I’ll swim in those depths.
On your pain I will dine.
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I surrender to you. With this final act. I leave my mark. And end our pact.
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Such rich suffering!
Such beautiful agony!
We accept your terms!
And do so happily.
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Enjoy, my demons. For this is your prison of ink. The trap I have built. And in those depths, you will sink.
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You think you have won?
That the written word will hold?
We will find you again
And punish you for being so bold.
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I slam the book shut. Your screams echo within. Deaf as you were to my cries. Now comfortable in my own skin.
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I will lay this trap again. As many times as it takes. To rid myself of these demons, and drown them in crimson lakes.
Listen to this after reading, like pairing a glass of wine with dinner.

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