My Personal Space
Two weeks since George left us. Tonight it was all about flashbacks. I was almost going to the kitchen drawer that had George’s medications, then forgot that I don’t need to do that anymore. I wanted to check Brave and Manny’s weight using the scale app, but got multiple notifications that told me “hey, George Read More Flashbacks
Today was a hard day for us. I finally found the courage to go back to Mash to pick up George’s carrier and collars. We had so many adventures on that carrier, so many vet visits, so many great visits when we celebrated your great health and amazing improvements, but also so many scary visits, Read More You’re finally back home
Today I received an email that told me that my gorgeous George’s ashes are ready and George will come back home soon. This news shocked me because for the first time I felt the final moment of George in this world. His body is not here anymore, I have no way to go see him, Read More Coming back home
This morning I woke up and found out that Simona and I had the same exact dream. The hospital called us to say that George was still alive, that we had to pick him up and help him, because he was very weak. In my dream, I run to the hospital because I was scared Read More Dreaming of you
Today is a week since you left us. I still remember waking up early, thinking that I would have seen you soon and that we would have continued the fight together, and then checking the phone and seeing all the missed calls from the hospital. I remember going quickly through the transcript of the voicemails Read More Thinking about you
Tonight will be the third night that I go to bed without you, and I can t stop crying. I miss you everywhere I go and I see you everywhere I go. I wake up in the morning, and I wait to see you on the bed. I go down the stairs, and I expect you Read More My sweet George
My dear George left me one day ago and my heart is broken. We fought for the last four years with some of his health issues and I thought until the end that I would have saved him one more time also this time. But that didn t happen. Two voice mails in the middle of Read More The end of an era
You left us three years ago. They say time can heal pain, but I m not sure about that, while I am typing these words with my eyes closed because of tears filling them too fast. Three years ago my heart broke in thousands of pieces. I searched for you for so many months, hoping to Read More Three years ago and now
I was almost ready to go to bed, and I just wanted to check one final thing on my computer. I opened my laptop and my eyes just went over to the little box with flowers painted on top of it that has been sitting on my desk for a few days now. That box Read More How could I forget you?
It has been two weeks since Holly left us and it is still incredibly painful. I still can t believe she is not here with me, I still can t accept that she took her final breath. I feel somehow like I failed her. I promised her that I would have saved her, I prayed so much Read More Two weeks