i created lore for myself

i have created a lore dump for myself
as well as a religious-esque organisation which does not exist, apart from in my head, more of the concept of an organisation than anything

as you can see, it’s absolutely unhinged and reads like the writings of a madman
however in these writings i do address something which has been perplexing me greatly for the last few days
i call it “THE bog”
i would say that “it is the exemplar of the indescribable, inexplicable and unattributable,” but that would be attributing properties to it (so would this sentence also, which makes it remarkably hard to talk about even in meta)

you may now see why it plauges me, for even thinking that thinking about it is futile is incorrect. it is like the liar’s paradox: neither true nor false nor in between

arising from THE bog are the other types of bog; these are more approachable, yet no less difficult to define

so, i have created a metaphysic of myself. i do not belive it, for it is not the type of thing that you belive in or don’t believe in. it simply floats around conceptually.

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