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Ben’s Substack · Mar 11, 2026

When Healing Offends

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Ben Derrick · Ben’s Substack

When we rejoin the story, Naaman is already on the move. The servant girl’s quiet and honest observation has done its work, and Naaman now finds himself traveling towards a prophet he has never met in a land that belongs to his enemies. Hope has entered the story, but it has not yet done anything visible. Naaman is still the same decorated commander he was when the chapter opened. The disease is still there beneath the armor. What has changed is something far less visible — the possibility that he does not have to remain this way. Although it’s a word I don’t use often, it’s unavoidable here. Naaman is in a tender place. It’s almost easier to be without hope than to have it and not see any proof you should.

Possibility has a way of unsettling a life. Once the idea of healing enters the room, the quiet strategies we’ve used to manage what is wrong begin to feel less convincing. This is the moment when coping mechanisms start to lose their comfort — when quick fixes begin to lose their luster. That is where Naaman now finds himself, somewhere between the life he has been living and the one he has just been told might exist.

Naaman responds in the only way a man like him knows how to respond. He escalates the matter. This part of the story is often overlooked, but it reveals something important about him. Naaman is a man of action. I wish I had seen that more clearly when I was in my thirties. It is one of the reasons I am pointing it out now. Faith and action are not enemies here. They can exist together. If you want to explore that idea further, I touched on it in a conversation with my friend Kane, which you can listen to here.

Naaman goes to his king. And the king of Syria does what kings tend to do for men they trust. Letters are written. Authority is invoked. Resources are gathered. The text tells us Naaman prepares for the journey carrying ten talents of silver, six thousand shekels of gold, and ten changes of clothing. When those weights are translated into modern terms, the silver and gold alone would represent something in the neighborhood of five million dollars. In other words, Naaman does not arrive quietly. He arrives carrying what amounts to a king’s ransom.

Even the clothing deserves a second look. In the ancient Near East, garments were not casual items the way we treat them today. Fine clothing functioned as a form of wealth and diplomacy, often woven, embroidered, and dyed in ways that made them extremely valuable. To present someone with clothing like this was to offer honor and status, not merely something to wear.

Taken together, the silver, the gold, and the garments reveal Naaman’s attitude as he travels. He intended to solve this problem the same way problems are solved in every other arena of his life — through influence, preparation, and the application of significant resources. Whatever healing might require, Naaman intends to arrive prepared to secure it. I am sure we can all identify with this type of approach.

It is important to notice something here. Naaman’s response is not necessarily arrogance. That would make the story too easy for us to dismiss. He is simply operating within the categories that have governed his entire life. When a problem must be solved, it is solved through influence. When something valuable must be obtained, it is obtained through resources. When something serious must happen, it is handled through official channels.

Power, position, and preparation have carried Naaman through every battlefield he has ever faced. It is only natural for him to assume they will carry him through this one as well.

I call this living by default.

When something in our lives begins to surface as broken, we often respond by intensifying the very strategies that have made us effective. We gather information. We talk through plans. We leverage relationships and expertise. The larger the problem feels, the more determined we become to manage it well.

But Naaman’s story is quietly exposing a limitation here. The kind of healing he needs will not respond to the systems that have been so effective for him up to this point.

When Naaman arrives in Israel, things begin to unravel almost immediately. He delivers the letter from the king of Syria to the king of Israel. The message reads less like a request and more like an expectation: “When this letter reaches you, know that I have sent to you Naaman my servant, that you may cure him of his leprosy.”

The king of Israel reacts with alarm. He tears his clothes and says, “Am I God, to kill and to make alive, that this man sends word to me to cure a man of his leprosy?” From his perspective, the situation feels less like diplomacy and more like a political demand. If Naaman leaves unhealed, the political consequences to Israel could be significant.

Already, the story is exposing something Naaman has not yet realized. The story flows so smoothly, I missed it on the first few passes as well.

Naaman has brought his problem to the wrong authority.

The king of Israel cannot heal him any more than the king of Syria could. The letters he carries cannot accomplish what he needs.

The wealth he has gathered cannot purchase what his body requires.

There’s a big lesson there, but we will have to leave it for another time.

The structures that shaped his success have suddenly become irrelevant. In a very real way, this mirrors what the diagnosis has already done for Naaman. The letter only reinforces what the disease has already revealed. The systems that once carried him forward no longer have the power to solve the problem in front of him.

I don’t want to rush past this moment too quickly, because God often works this way. He will use a diagnosis, a failed plan, or even a misunderstanding between people to communicate something deeper that He intends to refine in us. Scripture reveals again and again that God works through patterns, and that includes the way He guides us toward maturity.

Eventually, word reaches Elisha, the prophet mentioned earlier in the chapter by the servant girl. Elisha sends a messenger to the king telling him to send Naaman to his house “that he may know that there is a prophet in Israel.” And so Naaman arrives at the prophet’s door.

Everything about the moment feels weighty. Naaman has crossed borders. He has carried letters between kings. He has arrived with horses, chariots, and wealth that could fund entire villages. The whole journey has been building toward a meeting — the decorated commander of Syria standing face-to-face with the prophet of Israel. If this were a movie, it’s exactly the scene everyone in the theater would expect to happen next.

But the meeting does not happen.

Elisha does not come out.

Instead, the prophet sends a messenger with a brief instruction: “Go and wash in the Jordan seven times, and your flesh shall be restored, and you shall be clean.”

That is the entire message. Even knowing how the story ends, there is still a part of me that wants to respond, That’s it? You can’t be serious. Over time, I have come to recognize that many of the most holy moments in our lives are preceded by this kind of confusion.

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There is no ceremony. No dramatic gestures. No recognition of Naaman’s position. No spiritual performance worthy of the journey he has made. Just a sentence delivered through a servant and an instruction that feels almost painfully ordinary.

Naaman’s reaction is immediate. The text says he becomes angry.

And his anger reveals something about the expectations he carried into the moment. “Behold,” he says, “I thought that he would surely come out to me and stand and call upon the name of the LORD his God and wave his hand over the place and cure the leper.”

Those four words explain everything: I thought he would.

Naaman had already written the script for this moment. The prophet would come outside personally. There would be visible spiritual authority. There would be gestures that matched the seriousness of his problem. Something dramatic. Something impressive. Something that felt proportionate to the effort he had made and the position he held.

I do this too. I suspect you have also.

We often find ourselves wanting God’s power more than we are willing to accept His plan.

Instead of what he had imagined, Naaman receives instructions that sound almost beneath him.

To make matters worse, the method itself offends his sense of reason. “Are not Abana and Pharpar, the rivers of Damascus, better than all the waters of Israel?” he asks. “Could I not wash in them and be clean?”

The longer I sit with this story, the more my heart breaks for this man. The disease itself had likely already pushed him to his limits. Now, standing there at the prophet’s door, it must have felt as though he had made a terrible mistake in coming.

Naaman came expecting something impressive. Instead, he is asked to do something simple.

This moment exposes a pattern that shows up repeatedly in the spiritual life. Many of us are open to healing as long as it arrives in a way that confirms our expectations. We imagine something dramatic, something that matches the seriousness of the problem we carry. But the work of God often unfolds in ways that feel more ordinary than we would prefer. We need no further proof of this than the outrageous plan of Jesus coming to earth through a teenager and spending His first night here in a feeding trough.

Eugene Peterson wrote, “There is a great market for religious experience in our world; there is little enthusiasm for the patient acquisition of virtue.” Naaman expected the first kind of encounter. What he received instead was the second.

The Jordan was not an impressive river. Compared to the rivers of Damascus, it was muddy and unremarkable — a word that I’ve learned from the medical community that usually means, “nothing to comment on here, ordinary.” Washing in it would not feel heroic. It would not preserve the image of the powerful commander who arrived with horses and chariots. It would look small. Like it or not, optics, even in moments like this, play a significant role in our emotional responses. If we stop too long and think about the way something looks, we often convince ourselves to back away from it, to refuse it. This is how many of us miss what God has for us.

Smallness is often where the path toward healing becomes offensive.

Naaman turns away in anger. The text says he begins to leave. The journey that began with hope now appears ready to end in offense.

If the story stopped here, it would not be difficult to recognize the pattern. A powerful man came searching for healing but rejected the method. Pride preserved his dignity but cost him a life-changing encounter with God. It would not be the first time a life turned away from change because the path looked too small and ineffective.

But the story is not finished yet.

Just as the first turning point came through the quiet voice of a servant girl, the next movement will again come through those who stand below Naaman in status. Before he leaves, his own servants will speak. They will not challenge his authority or argue with his frustration. They will simply ask a question that slows him down long enough to reconsider.

And that question will move him closer to a river he does not yet realize will change everything.

Because the real conflict in this story is no longer between Naaman and Elisha. It’s between Naaman and the version of himself that has always relied on strength, position, and control.

The river is still ahead of him. The miracle has not happened. Naaman is standing in the uncomfortable space between invitation and obedience.

And the next step — the one that will require him to enter the water — will test far more than his faith.

It will test his humility.

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