Sorry
I'm not DEAD! I've just been really busy with life. I'm officially 16 months sober and my baby turns 7 months old tomorrow! Yay, life is gooood.
A personal blog by Beelzebabe
I'm not DEAD! I've just been really busy with life. I'm officially 16 months sober and my baby turns 7 months old tomorrow! Yay, life is gooood.
I love this old base so much. heres the link
Updating my website with my phone How I use my gui's on mobile Sometimes I see a cool link , or think of something I want to post on my blog about when I'm scrolling on my phone. So I have all the links to my gui's set up in a folder on my phones homescreen, like this and so if I wanna make a blog post (like right now) I'd go to the "blog rss" which pulls up after I type up a something, and copy…
R.I.P Cobes 3/26/1991 - 8/21/2025 Josh is gone. His dad uploaded a video explaining the situation and I genuinely cried. As Ya'll may now I am an actual kingcobrajfs fan. Thats why my shrine for him is aimed at documenting his accomplishments rather than documenting his life as a lolcow I'll be okay , we all knew it was coming but still; fuck suicide, and fuck sickos.
Thinking of... updating my graphicz page so that the sections are all on their own .json files. But it would be so much WORK. But it would also be so much LESS work after it was finished
I made a new tabbed layout template! get it here!
Boxed Doll a concept just considering making a new pixel clique about Dolls in unopened boxes.
Dressin' Zinzie So, by hobby I make pixel dollz and my favorite base I've ever made is named Zinzie! The styles I offer of her as bases on my website are as a Imp and alien; but I decided to recolor her skin and dress her like a goth baddie today. She's so cute, I had so much fun doing it. Im also now finally showing off a fully dressed doll on my homepage!
DECKONOMICON UPDATE I got rid of the guestbook on the Deckonomicon page, so now instead of digging thru it to find cards and decks there is a actual member list and a form to fill out if you want to be added to it!
I made this big obnoxious banner to put on my web graphics post on Tumblr lol
Pattern: ēs-ŭzh As the process of manifestation proceeds the shape of the unmanifest spaces influences that which may follow. This causes patterns to arise that unify the discrete units of being. Though each is completely free and separate, they are also manifest as a unified pattern. It is precisely because of incompleteness that these units are able to also become a new unity.
Process: hĕzh-ēsh That which asserts itself into being does not exhaust possibility. Every aspect of being is incomplete, retaining its relation to void while constraining and permitting that which may follow. Each emmanation leaves space for the next emmanation. All connection is made possible by what is left undetermined Reality is never fully manifest. more
0⋮1 Chaos Chaos: nĕsh-hĭn As the Void has no quality whatsoever it is in no way restricted, permitting all being to issue forth. This is the fundamental nature of existence. It is spontaneous and without purpose or design. All possibilities assert themselves into being at once, each becoming a “one”, a unity of existence unto itself while retaining nothing in itself. Go find out more Here
Sometimes I draw on paper
It makes me sad some people can never experience how fuckin' insanely good The Blair Witch Project was when it came out. Now kids are stuck with "Analog horror". Even worse people were/are geniune fans of the paranormal activity movies. I feel like fans of both are chasing a high that could only be experienced if you were around for the release of The Blair Witch The Blair Witch Project did…
Sorry i haven't been posting lately. I've been taking a self care break. I get really engulfed in creating art and stuff to the point I'll start neglecting basic things for weeks to months. (Pretty sure it's a symptom of being bipolar) so right now I'm just being present in my everyday life. I hope to one day be able to balance these things. Thank you for understanding!
Pixel Art Color Changer Want my graphics in your favorite color instead of my favorite color ? Well I made a little tool for that! go try it! It's a color swap tool! It only targets specific colors, since it for pixel art. So trying it on images with anti aliasing wouldn't be practical
I love how the reviews for the movie "Poor Things" are about 50/50 with either 5 stars or 1. Those who give it 1 being people who can only see a story at face value, and have a hard time with uncomfortable visuals/situations. With my full awareness of how pretentious I might come off to someone like that; All the 5 stars are given by people who clearly have a higher level of thinking , empathy ,…
I finally made a status.cafe
I did it! I actually made a pixel clique! So I completed the trading card pixel clique I was brainstorming! I named it Deckonomicon which I felt was really fitting for my site haha. if you join, please leave a link in my guestbook!
I added some cool freakin' hands to my home page, and some drippy slime div boxes under the graphics tab.
Ahh, so I made a page that list all 72 demons in the Lesser Keys Of Solomon. It has Rank, seal metals, and descriptions. along with a filter system. Its not perfect yet but it exist lmfao.
xml post generator So, since my blog / rss feed on here has to be manually updated, I made me a little xml snippet generator! Because 9 times out of 10 I fuck up the syntax on a new post and its just annoying. I gave it FEATURES Direct image upload using imgbb live preview post templates drafting but.. the layout is FUCKED right now. but after I get it pretty I'll definitely need to share the…
I'm sitting here thinking about Zanpo. I feel like I should really write something about it somewhere before the memory of it completely gets whipped from the internet. I've never seen anyone else mention it and it's been offline for almost 20 years now. It was so cool and quirky and it's definitely a website I would love a revival of.
Yay! Happy to show off the latest addition on the dollz page
I like to spread my poetry across random corners of the internet once in a blue moon. If you ever find it, tell me about it.
I'm excited to announce the launch of my new Ko-fi shop! Check it out and support my work if you can.
I don't know why I always try to make a blog like I'll actually open up when I use it. The truth is, I am such a reserved person when it comes to what goes on in the important parts of my mind. My friends would be very surprised by that because I seemingly tell all—which I kind of do, but only at the appropriate moments. It's hard to find the appropriate moments inside of a blog. I'll keep trying.
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As I was about to type about how I was hoping inspiration would strike me soon, I realized—it's my birthday today!
I'm making a new blog (obviously) as a part of my site's very slow restoration—haha.