Wanting to Be Someone’s Favorite

Favorite is affection admitting it has taste.

Preference sits in full view. The word points to you and says, This one’s got something nobody else has.

Here’s the wish in plain language—

Someone genuinely enjoys your way of being.

Your intensity is appealing. Sentences taking the scenic route sound right because they come from you.

Favorite goes with appetite, and appetite’s personal.

The full rendering is the draw. Inside the feeling, your name has a private definition. Unusual angles of your mind add flavor. Your peculiarities aren’t beside the point. They’re tangled up in the fondness itself.

Such a bare request: find this way of existing dear.

Favorite extends into the details, including the texture of your attention and the sound of your phrasing. The stuff another set of eyes might skim right over belongs inside the preference too.

Affection strolls into the side rooms and likes what it finds there. Full-strength intensity included. Nothing needs diluting first.

Yes, it’s vulnerable because you stand fully inside the preference. Being specifically you is part of the desire, not an obstacle to it.

Want speaks in the blunt grammar of appetite—

This one, please.

— Autistic Ang

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