A reader recently bought my twelve-book bundle and then asked for a return within hours.
Because she realized the characters were Jewish.
And she told me she was not interested in Jews.
There are many possible answers to a sentence like that.
The polite one.
The furious one.
The customer-service one.
The one where you pretend it didn’t hurt because authors are supposed to be grateful for attention and gracious about rejection and somehow serene when someone looks at the people you have written with your whole chest and says, not them.
But here is the truest answer I have:
My books are not “about Jews” in the small way that sentence imagines.
They are about people standing outside a locked drawing room while the people inside praise civilization.
They are about a society that loved elegance, pedigree, good manners, polished silver, royal favor, and the performance of virtue — while quietly deciding who was allowed to belong.
They are about families who had to calculate every word.
Every accent.
Every name.
Every holiday.
Every marriage.
Every business risk.
Every kiss.
They are about what it costs to be tolerated but not embraced.
Useful but not equal.
Admired but not safe.
Near power but never fully protected by it.
And yes, in my books, those people are Jewish.
Not accidentally.
Not as decoration.
Not because I needed a “fresh twist” on Regency romance.
Because history did not begin with the Holocaust.
Because antisemitism did not begin in Germany.
Because Jewish fear did not begin with yellow stars, camps, or trains.
Because long before the catastrophes everyone agrees to mourn, there were quieter humiliations. Closed doors. Whispered warnings. Broken engagements. Business threats. Social ruin. Conversion pressure. Blackmail. “Good families” who would smile over tea and destroy you by supper.
That is the world my characters inhabit.
A world where love is never just love.
A proposal can be a rescue.
A secret can be a death sentence.
A ballroom can be more dangerous than a battlefield.
And a woman choosing the man she loves can become an act of rebellion.
So no, these books are not only for Jewish readers.
They are for anyone who has ever wondered why the rules were written before they arrived.
Anyone who has ever been told they were “welcome” as long as they became smaller.
Anyone who has ever learned to laugh at the right jokes, dress the right way, use the right words, hide the wrong parts, and pray no one notices the place where their real self is showing.
They are for the girl who was too foreign.
The boy whose name sounded wrong.
The family who was invited in but never trusted.
The woman who knew she was brilliant but was told to be grateful.
The person who has stood in a beautiful room and realized beauty does not mean mercy.
That is universal.
But it is universal because it is specific.
I will not make my characters less Jewish so they can be more “relatable.”
That is not how the human heart works.
We do not recognize ourselves in stories because the characters have been sanded down into blandness.
We recognize ourselves because someone, somewhere, dared to tell the truth deeply enough.
My books were written with Herzblut.
Blood of the heart.
Tears and sweat and years of research and the ache of knowing how many Jewish stories were erased, mocked, flattened, or turned into footnotes.
I wrote these books because I wanted Jewish characters who were not only victims.
Not only warnings.
Not only ghosts walking toward tragedy.
I wanted them clever.
Desired.
Stubborn.
Flawed.
Elegant.
Funny.
Sensual.
Terrified.
Brave.
I wanted them in silk.
In danger.
In love.
At the center of the story.
And perhaps that is the part that still unsettles some people.
Not that the characters are Jewish.
But that they refuse to stand politely at the edge of the page.
They take up space.
They want.
They scheme.
They inherit.
They kiss.
They win.
They survive beautifully.
And that, I think, is the real provocation.
Because when someone says, “I’m not interested in Jews,” what they may mean is: I am not used to seeing them as the beating heart of the story.
But they are the beating heart of mine.
And I will not apologize for that.
Because behind every one of my fictional families is a question I cannot stop asking:
What happens to love when society lets you live, but not fully belong?
And what happens when the people expected to disappear decide, instead, to become unforgettable?

Comments
Nothing yet. Say the first thing.
Sign in to join the conversation.