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Re: Doctors should admit they dont know

This is a reply to another post! Please see the original here Popping on here to say that I find this perspective very illuminating. With this post from Selggiw I was going to email them directly as a reply but thought it would be best that more people see & talk about this topic. I work as a medical receptionist with -what I believe is- a quite important specialist. They work in an urgent…

I want to be creative.

I've recently been struggling with work. I have people comment on the little doodles I have hanging up & It makes me sad I am not doing anything with it. I find it extremely hard to find motivation nowadays especially when it comes to drawing & painting. I can never do anything more then a sketch. It feels too exhausting, but I want to be creative. I want to create. My creations are good even I…

How they lost the time war

My friend had been giving me book recommendations & we want to start a sort of "book club" where we both annotate the books in our own way then swap. It would be amazing to see how we each interpret each minimal decision the author has made in writing next to this decision. The first book they have given me is 'This is how you lose the time war'. I am in love with the concept. I am usually not one…

Transitioning

I've been thinking a lot about my gender identity lately (which possibly isn't the best for my mental state right now). I haven't ever really given it much thought, I've always felt different then what I look like, but I'm not completely unhappy with my 'female parts'. At the moment I identify as pangender, due to never thinking too deep into it. I've recently moved in with someone who gives me…

Pet Sites

I've started to use virtual pet sites again, I just started a profile on Dappervolk. I really like it so far, the style is amazing & the NPC's are very cute. Although I would love to find a pet site that is mainly just text, no crazy visuals/Ui, just a bunch of text like one of those text based adventure games. Having something to login to regularly would be nice for me, I don't usually use my…

My thoughts on loneliness

I've been feeling very lonely lately. I was fine for awhile but I've crashed recently. I am surrounded by people that love me & care for me, my roommates & friends but I don't feel as though I'm cared for. I am a very dependent person, which is something I'm trying to work on. After breaking up with my ex of 3 years I've been increasingly dependent on the people in my life to make me feel ok. I've…