depth
i would like to have more depth for sure ! dedicate more time to my arts and discovering things about myself . i don't know why the past few weekends i've just had that itch to be out and about with friends though . itch never did get fully scratched either smh (this weekend tho ??👀LOL)
..maybe it's because of the cruise vibes, i feel like i wasn't having that itch until we came back lol . something that was so helpful from it was their itinerary . and just the fact that there was something going on almost every hour in some location and we had a list of all of it ;v; i need something like that but for my own personal life things
the following day always goes a lot smoother when i plan out what's happening hourly . i thought it would feel too rigid but it's not ?? i really can't explain why either, cuz i fr thought it would feel like school did to me if i had shit planned hour to hour of what to do . but i guess since i'm choosing what needs to be done (besides my shifts at work lol), it doesn't feel as restrictive ? i'm jus thankful it doesn't feel bad lmao
not 100% sure where i was going w this, but i guess my blog is a part of my hobbies, and it's good to nourish it when i can ;v; and it's ok if there's no crazy saturday night plans to get into, that's an opportunity to be like my younger self and enjoy my own time . omg maybe i'll hop in some chat rooms again like old times ?? dollars bbs here i come LOLOL