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Forty-Five
Ding.
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Week Notes 2025-48
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Between Steps
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Week Notes #28
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Week Notes #27
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Week Notes #26
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Week Notes #25
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Week Notes #24
Garage renovation week 9, Infinite Jest
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People and Blogs
Where I participate in Manu’s interview series.
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Week Notes #23
Garage renovation week 8, Ejin, Infinite Jest
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Thoughts Interrupted
Where thoughts spill out at a 7-Eleven.
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Week Notes #22
Garage renovation week 7, Ejin, Infinite Jest
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Micro #30
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Week Notes #21
Garage renovation week 6, Infinite Jest
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Micro #29
A flicker, featuring generative angst.
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Week Notes #20
Garage renovation week 5, Linkin Park, Mistborn
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Week Notes #19
Garage renovation week 4, Mistborn
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Week Notes #18
Garage renovation week 3, Mistborn
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Until It Doesn’t
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Week Notes #17
Garage renovation week 2, Mistborn
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Half-Hidden, Fully Here
Where I compare my writing now with my writing then.
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Week Notes #16
Garage renovation week 1, Mistborn
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Mundane Living #4
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Where Hope Takes Light
Where I find hope in a shimmering backyard.
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Week Notes #15
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Week Notes #14
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Week Notes #13
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The Unhurried Moment
Where form can be more important than function.
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Week Notes #12
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Week Notes #11
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Forty-Four
Ding.
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Week Notes #10
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A Patchwork of Truths
Where I consider secrecy and a formative past.
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Week Notes #9
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Week Notes #8
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Week Notes #7
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First Train Home
Where too few words stumble out of the dark.
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Week Notes #6
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Week Notes #5
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Spasm of Intent
Where I blather about compulsions and social media.
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Mundane Living #3
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A Year Without Azeroth
Where I reflect on a year without Warcraft.
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Week Notes #4
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Week Notes #3
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The AI Question
Where I consider generative AI personally harmful.
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Week Notes #2
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Bear Blog’s Blind Spot
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Week Notes #1
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Dissonance in the Dark
Where I write, disjointed and without purpose.
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Mundane Living #2
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The Work Continues
Where I recognize gifts that were once burdens.
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A Paper Grave
Where I leave a choice not taken in my car.
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Barometer of Stress
Where I try to catch an elusive breath.
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Micro #3
A flicker, featuring attention considered harmful.
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Stumble Purposefully
Where I suggest sometimes not collecting artifacts.
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I Need Glasses
Where I rub my eyes in defeat.
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Mundane Living #1
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The Descent
Where I use words to say nothing.
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Micro #2
A flicker, featuring RSS feeds.
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Before We Fade
Where I lose myself in a flicker, then I breathe.
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Micro #1
A flicker, featuring political malaise.
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Facing the Fractal
Where I consider fallibility and the need to speak out.
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The Weight of Silence
Where I describe the personal cost of being a coward.
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Finn’s Vigil
Where a small change feels surprisingly heavy.
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The Elusive Veil of Absolution
Where missteps loom large and cast long shadows.
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Forward Ephemera #1
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Blog Questions Challenge
Where I bridge the awkward pause between years.
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2024–Reality Tunnel
Where I highlight a few moments from 2024.
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Endsong
Where I say goodbye to the bestest of boys.
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The Midnight Library
Where a book leaves me crying on a train.
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A Dream in Two Parts
Where I babble through a series of dreams and unanswered questions.
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Lost in the Margins
Where I go analog to work on digital distraction.
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Your Canvas Awaits
Where you should silence self-doubt and focus on creation.
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Sliding Into Fear
Where intrusive thoughts appear after the fall.
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Layers of Artifice
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Boys Don’t Cry
Where I revisit the weight in a lifetime of insecurities.
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On Losing Ground
Where I consider a history of plateaus and stumbles.
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With Thunderous Applause
Where I begin to process an America long known, but not accepted.
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Still Spinning
Where I once again riff on the purpose of writing here.
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A Little Digital Positivity
Where I see hope in the digital wilderness.
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Rip Van Winkle Meets CSS3: Roots
Where I use CSS to overcome user choice and scaling.
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Rip Van Winkle Meets CSS3: Intro
Where I wake from hibernation and begin to marvel at CSS3.
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Tuesday Morning
Where I recount an average Tuesday morning routine.
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Launch vs. Maintenance Culture
Where I plead for leaders to incentivize maintenance too.
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I Don’t Miss the Old Web
Where I start with a list and wind up with something else entirely.
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A Boy Named Courtney
Where I look back on a moment of defiance.
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Caught in the Infinite Blur
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Divided We Fall Apart
Where I chronicle the intersection of politics, family, and fear.
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When You’re Gone
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Publish Once, Syndicate Nowhere
Where I stop sharing links to these entries on Mastodon.
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Nothing but Rocks
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Linkin Park: From Zero
Where I eventually write about a recent concert experience.
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Overkill, Ennui, More
Where a long stream of consciousness carries me toward a new iPhone.
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Why Do I Write?
Where I rationalize with myself about writing here.
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Wrong Number
Where I ruminate on falling out of faith that never felt complete.
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Time is Money, Friend
Where I recount weakness and a digital road to ruin.
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Embrace the Ordinary
Where I visit my parents and confront my father’s false narrative of failure.
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Collating Dreams
Where I share a few notes taken at my bedside.
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The War Within
Where I think about missing the latest edition of a terrible habit.
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The Raggedy Man
Where I explore tangents about doubt and being a bad friend.
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My Wrist Hurts
Where I complain about transient pain and point toward a need for gratitude.
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Twilight Burrow
Where I touch grass and spook myself about rabbits.
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Digital Salvage
Where I lament the orphaning of digital bits that I’ve squirreled away.
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Number Nonsense
Where I ramble about seeing my birthday everywhere.
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Weight of the Self
Where I stumble purposefully through thoughts of self and the need to stop.
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Hope Seeping Through
Where I warble briefly about hope.
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The Illusion of Boring Politics
Where I choose to remain politically engaged.
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Thoughts in Transit
Where I reminisce about the old Internet.
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The Imperfect Post
Where I tell myself to be less obsessive over words.
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Recovering the Melody
Where I describe how music was suffocated by addiction.
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Missing Instructions
Where I chronicle a career of self-doubt.
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When the Doing Stops
Where I describe the decline of my aging father.
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Square Roots
Where I reflect on the end of a relationship.
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Where Fireflies Dance
Where I rediscover the beauty of bottled lightning.
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The Price of Fear
Where I remember the day my grandmother died.
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The Looming Crossroads
Where I struggle with regret.
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You Can’t Outrun a Ghost
Where I vaguely lament loss.
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Deciphering the Holographic Heart
Where I reintroduce myself.
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The Unfolding Goodbye
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Coastal Winds
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Unanchored by Distance
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Unheld Dreams
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Lost Star
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Liquid Lions Have No Home
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Tracing Euphoria
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Untitled #23
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Cracks in the Refrain
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Living the Ever After
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Dreams Made Flesh
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Phoenix of My Heart
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Out of Sight
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Must Be Dreaming
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Sleight of Hand
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Abre los Ojos
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Untitled #22
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Something Ventured
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Untitled #21
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Exit, Stage Left
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Break Open Glass
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Mental Snapshot
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Untitled #20
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Suspended in Silence
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Untitled #19
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Stark Revelations
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To Be Determined
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Untitled #18
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More Than Me
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Pocket Change
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Through the Never
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Untitled #17
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Beneath the Surface
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Enneagram
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Untitled #16
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Second Reality
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Inside Out
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Untitled #15
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Mute Boy, Sad Girl
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Inertia Creeps
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Collating Thoughts
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Untitled #14
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A Rising Tide
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Graduation Day
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Untitled #13
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Driving Asleep
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Untitled #12
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Tapped Feedback
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Skipping Stones
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Untitled #11
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The In-Between
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The Little Boy
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Untitled #10
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Easier to Run
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Ben Folds Live
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Subversive Waltz
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Double Standards
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Untitled #9
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So Denied, So I Lied
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Disrupting Euphoria
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Silence Is Speaking
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Going Under
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Tempered Lament
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Where Are We Going?
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Hit ‘Em Upside
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Closing Pandora
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A Groundhog’s Failure
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Delirium Tremens
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Twenty-Eight
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Untitled #8
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Beyond the Moon
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Untitled #7
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Define Senility
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Indirection
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Tacking Notes
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Cursory Glances
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Mind the Fire
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Exodus Revisited
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Jack in the Box
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Shifting Gears
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Sweet Catatonia
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Untitled #6
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Shooting the Shit
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Delayed Launch
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Forevermind
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All Apologies
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Once Upon a Time
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Running Out of Days
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Happy Endings
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Fading Into White Noise
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There and Back Again
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Burning the Shrouds
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Twist in My Sobriety
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Untitled #5
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Untitled #4
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Untitled #3
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Untitled #2
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Untitled #1
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Untitled #0
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Backword Motion
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Helpless Dreams
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Thrust-ship
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Starlit Night
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Loops of Stupidity
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Hall of Echoes
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Fracture
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Pity for a Dime
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Riding High
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American Pride
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An Explanation
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Lockdown
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Fall from Grace
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Farewell to Arms
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Stop the Music
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At Land’s Edge
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Losing Faith
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Zero Hour
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The Great Escape
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Four Years
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Breaking Ties
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Somnambulism
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Taking Out the Trash
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Watching Me Fall
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Burning Embers
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X-Ray Eyes
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Geo Trips
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You’re An Idiot
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Blog.Quit
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Nexus
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Catching Up
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Fireflies
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Out of Breath
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Runaway Train
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Disenchantment
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Turn the Tele
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Lost Remnants
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Don’t Break My Window
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Crash and Burn
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Ever After
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In the Car
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The Möbius
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Segfault
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The CS Syndrome
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Fourteen Days
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Following Twilight
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There Goes Another
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Fragments
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Standing Still
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Psychoanalysis, Take One
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Stand by Me
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Racial Edification
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Floating Through Time
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Life Well Wasted
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Time Alone
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Energy Tapped
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Waking Dreams
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First, Last, or Always
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A Thousand Words
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A Crack Head’s Manifesto
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Soup and Surrealism
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Matrix Multiplication
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Smack in the Middle
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Sign on the Dotted Line
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Put Down the Drill
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My Tea’s Gone Cold
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Ready the Search Party
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Cheese, Ketchup, Lettuce?
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Forget the Umbrella
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See You Later, Eugene
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Nothing to Give
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Just a Set of Colors
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New Year Jeer
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Ignore This Entry
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Other Voices
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Sadeness
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The Wind Grows Stronger
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Falling Down
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Rockette Christmas
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New Year Cheer
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Morning Drive
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Clouded Dreams
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Swing, Swing
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Imperfections
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Say Goodnight, Jack
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Shadows Comfort Me
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Unspoken Letters
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Dreams of Self
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O Quam Gravis Est..
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Forgotten Friends
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Music Chronicle
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Welcome to the Abyss
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Free-Falling Zombie
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Life Sucks, Part 1
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Exterior vs. Interior
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Sleep-Deprived Ramblings
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In My Defense
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Form of the Formless
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Time Has Slipped Away