Meaningful Internet Relations

Originally posted on izzzzi.net

much of me want to interact more with people on the internet. give them more of my attention - just like reply on mastodon or whatever.

frankly, i am just shy at times. feel like whatever i have to say is not-of interest, maybe too much of a given, or i just dont wanna get into an argument (think the last one is really healthy).

comes as a desire that maybe people would enjoy interacting more with me as well? inspire them not to hold back either?

i just wish more of the people that i did follow was people that were actual close(r) to me.

but much of the people that i follow are just "heya that looks cool whatever they are doing" but it is not like i get proper insight into anyones life lol.

i don't know... public social media is just weird. if you can reach a bigger "audience" then it is just a marketing platform.

if you answer this message with your next tomorrow message, then i won't read it as i don't really go here - but this just felt like a nice reflection.

unfortunately, i am having a tough time making the space for this place (context: izzzzi.net). it is cool and i wish i could be a little more active :-]