Look, I like playing videogames and all, but lately this has become a depressing passtime, and I don't mean it from playing videogames, but more so all around it. Constant layoffs that keep on increasing every single year, the constant fuck offs by corporations, and the promises they do that were just blatant lies are amongst some of the bad things happening with this medium, yet every time after…
Do you ever feel like you lost the ability to do basic things, like focusing or paying attention to stuff? Because that's kinda how its been feeling for me this past year. It's dumb saying it out-loud like that, but I'm serious with this, it feels like I've lost that focus over time, with the biggest suspect about causing it being this... massification of short form media. Wherever you go it seems…
I still remember by November through February of last year just how much I've wanted to get started in transitioning via hormones, it was something I've been wanting to do for a while but around that time it intensified, as the gears finally started moving for it to happen. Skip forward more than a year later, and here we are, 1 year on HRT and going strong... I guess. So, how is my treatment for…
(This is a more personal continuation of Do you ever stop? , though reading it first is not required for this one) I’m gonna be blunt, I’m barely gonna use social media going forward, the only times I’ll use it will be whenever I post new Art, and I got 3 main ways in which I’m gonna achieve this: First off, I’ve uninstalled all social media apps I have in my phone, Bluesky, Wafrn, Tumblr, Tiktok,…
You know, as time goes on, we kinda become more and more attached to this sentiment of always being online, may it be for things like connecting with friends and family, entertainment, work, pass times, it's like that one thing that's related to all of them and more. I personally got truly started on this internet thing back in 2016, even if we had a very shitty speed of 1MB it opened the…
Through all the time I've existed, I would lie if I said that videogames didn't play a part of who I am today, what I like, and how they motivated me to do things across the years, may it be back with the knock-off NES we had, a PS2 we got or later down the line, various PCs, with one of them eventually becoming my workstation + gaming machine. Playing videogames just clicked for me, but at one…
Another year goes by, another year where I think to myself what I did in the last 12 months starts, and this year... Was pretty great! Let's go by parts. I sadly struggled with doing art for most of it, may it be the stifling climate at the start and end, and the lack of motivation and drive to do things that plagued all year long. I was starting to get burnt out with Art, which meant I had to…
I always had a fascination for the nights, I feel like they can be traced back to a decade ago, when I was part of a Scouts group. It was one of my first times going for camping, I was a kid and very scared of going there by myself at the time, but I went with my group plus a few others. and when it started getting dark, with the shadows of the trees covering the place, I needed to deliver…
It's kinda wild to look back on it, but yeah, this month marks my first year using Linux!! So I thought it'd be fun to look back on everything that happened before, between and now. First things first though, I was always scared of using Linux as I felt it was too complicated from what I saw everywhere, and even when I did attempt to give it a try back in 2020 with Ubuntu, the very next day the PC…
Welcome to Monthly Check-Up! The purpose of this "sub-series" for this blog is simple, just reflect on what I've done between the end of last month up to this one at the point where it's published with a more laid-back style. Ever since my latest blogposts became more elaborate in their formatting and style, I've been wanting to return back to how I used to do blogs before, and I feel like this…