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I ran away with my own kind, as far as we could've gone at that moment. It's been so long, my love. I've been keeping myself away from you, just as I've been keeping myself away from the poison that started seeping through my veins. When I left her, I left you. I ran away with my own kind, as far as we could've gone at that moment. Thinning my blood with the essence of my new refuge, I tried to…
Something I already felt the first morning when the sun illuminated her golden locks This was something I'd never could've seen coming, something I already felt the first morning when the sun illuminated her golden locks, the little anchor behind her ear and the butterfly on her back. That same butterfly that always brings me back to that moment of bliss. Now here, miles away from home, just the…
She pulled me in and kept me close by her side, a place I have learned to love and treasure. Something pulled us back together after so many years, and right at the time there might be blooming more between someone else and me, she intervened. She pulled me in and kept me close by her side, a place I have learned to love and treasure. She kept me away from her birthday and her side for 3 weeks…
I'm done with hiding behind this wall. All alone in a place that should've been my home for a few years but never was I suddenly started to realize alot of things. It was like I stepped out of my own body and started talking to myself, my little demons running amok inside my head. I went mad and heavily depressed for a few days, alongside with then-current difficult circumstances. But I realized…
It was a total distortion of reality, only fed with my fears. Thrown into my own wonderland, fed by my little demons my wicked mind painted a whole other world before me. One of which I've only seen glimpses of throughout the days. It was a total distortion of reality, only fed with my fears. Fears I can't conquer, since there's nothing to overcome. Only to learn to ignore, or vanquish completely,…
My hungry demon was fed with it's favourite kind of poison and it started rattling it's cage. Everything was clear in my head, like a regular Sunday morning, my disposition became calm. I knew it was what it is and probably nothing more, and I decided to make the most of it and enjoy the moments we have together. Again a long while of just that and nothing more, no matter how much I'd love for it…
Like a blind man learning language, I moved my fingers over the walls. How I became acquainted with those walls, learned where it had melted slightly, where it was slightly discolored. I felt their tiny wrinkles and cracks. Like a blind man learning language, I moved my fingers over the walls, and like a blind man learning language I felt liberated. The language of the writings on the walls, the…
She feels good, I feel good around her. Her is all I want as of now. Words do not seem to come easy with all these new strong feelings, aside from that. I'm afraid to put it down on paper, to make it real. Memorable. But it's real, for real once. Not some series of events that my mind painted as a pretty memories. I never fully understood why I suddenly was afraid to let anyone in again, until I…
She then took me away from that barren place. Immersed in a whole other world, I found myself wandering a network of closed quarters painted with graffiti. At the end of a short tunnel I noticed a high speed train passing by slowly, almost stripped down of its original white paint. It looked as if it just went through an inferno. As I slowly descended the gentle slope towards the track, I felt the…
Silly miss communications kept us apart, and so did our mutual fear of commitment. Taken back to the place where it all began, I had to separate myself from the substitute of that same beginning. The place that gave birth to my first feelings of love, the first loss that I'll carry with me for the rest of my life. Now again it's being rubbed in my face, here's what you could lose and will have to…