A few days ago everything about this tour felt uncertain. To be honest I’ve been stressed and a pain to everyone around me. I wanted more time to prepare but then again I always want more time for things. Without deadlines, dates and booked shows I’d still be working on my first album Somebody Outside.
Last week I was pacing around my space, literally moving in circles on my round carpet like a tiger in a cage. Today I’m in a completely different space, both mentally and physically. I’m in a hotel room in Osnabrück feeling very inspired.
I’m two shows in and I’m overcoming some of my fear of failing. It feels wonderful, a lot thanks to YOU - coming out showing your support.
Perfection has killed many attempts to make beautiful things. 20 years into my career as a songwriter and musician I constantly have to remind myself of this. I easily get caught in a pendulum swinging between extremes, between self doubt and hubris. I’m trying to find a new approach, focus more on the process and the joy.
My new song Black Star is a keeper according to some of you. I’m starting to like it too. A few words to a former lover, partner or friend with narcissistic tendencies. There’s nothing romantic about these people but they do create romantic moments and exciting stories. We’ll see where the song ends up…
I’m reminding myself that trying new things keeps us young, so I’ll bring a fouth sketch on stage tonight. The working title is Crossroads. We’ll see if she takes off or crashes-stage is a brutal truthteller that way.
See you tonight Osnabrück and a warm welcome to all the newcomers
/ Anna
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