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maybe i should try to play more sandbox games, but they are so intimidating to me. there is way too much freedom - you are given all the tools you want and you can do whatever you want for the rest of your time. many people seem to delight in it and get incredibly creative ideas, somehow, and even have the patience for hours and hours of working on their projects. i prefer to have clear goals i…
yesterday i sent my first ever postcrossing little postcard and letter! it felt like such a rush, to be honest. last weekend i've been just sitting there, missing the feeling of writing a letter, when i remembered postcrossing exists, and i immediately ran there to sign up and get my first recipient. i got to pick out a card out of my collection and wrote up a small letter to accompany it, then in…
in the past few months, i didn't have much to talk about, so instead i tried compiling my thoughts into one draft at times that i'd get something to ramble about for a bit. here is the backlog of these things. if you read these, thank you for your time. i wish i had something to post about, but my depression feels like it's been significantly worse no matter what, and nothing seems to bring me any…
it is one thing to start, and another to keep going. evidently, i am struggling to think of anything else to talk about on here just like i struggle with it in general, unfortunately. but let's at least try to keep doing this. i have been quite hyperfixated on traditional art, to the point i forgot how to really use my tablet. trying to do digital feels awkward and hard, and i think it sucks how…
past few days were somewhat eventful, so i thought i will try to note it down. the weather outside has been odd. mostly really windy and raining often, but also sometimes changing back to sunny. yesterday it changed about five times throughout the day, which felt very weird, but it is what it is. i keep missing crocheting stuff, so this week i finally started a blanket for a couple alters in my…
a shorter post, but i typed this out somewhere else, and realized it might be a good blog post to make. for myself, i mean. you know, like when you're journaling . i'm getting a package from my fiancée today, which i am so super incredibly excited about!! but i keep getting worried about not having enough space to store some things in just my room... i need to reorganize my shelves a bit and…
hello there, i am trying out bear blog for the time being. it is likely going to be a long while until i am able to code myself a blog of my own on a website of my own, but i've been missing the format of making... longer posts on a rarer occasion, just talking about stuff. the image/media limitation was stopping me to be honest, so i caved for the discounted subscription (the regional pricing…