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I just moved into my college. I'm starting my second year now, and I don't... believe I'm in the right place. I've been considering transferring since last year, in the middle of the first semester at this college. A wise man once said, "if you start thinking about transferring, then you're not satisfied with your current college, and you should probably transfer." My "I hate my uni" phase has…
I came back from taiwan 2 days ago, here's my obligatory return afterthoughts blog Taiwan was fast this year... I was there for 5 weeks, and it passed in the blink of an eye. I think I did a lot on this trip. A lot of things I wouldn't traditionally do, like cafe hopping with a laptop and work on schoolwork/website/server. It was really mundane, but I really tried to enjoy every last bit of it. I…
I've been in taiwan for nearly a month now, which is crazy to think about how fast time went. The classes I'm taking are very easy. For the most part, I spend most my time with my family like it's a normal family getaway. When I was way younger I would return to taiwan and stay there for way longer. This place is a second home to me, it's really different from the city I live in america because I…
The other day, I was peeking over at my dad's phone when I noticed that when he searched something on safari, he didn't get any "AI overview" like what has become commonplace on google. I noticed he was using Duckduckgo, and I asked him about it. He told me it felt nicer to use so he has been using it. Here are some of the pros and cons for me as I've been using it on my phone and laptop for the…
I would do a lot of things to be able to go to high school 10 years earlier. There are a lot of things I would sacrifice to be able to go to high school without the existence of instagram, tiktok, mobile smartphones. Having now taken the full step to not just delete the instagram app, which I did 4 months ago, but to also deactivate both my accounts, let me write about just how shit highschool…
I'm in taiwan now, I'm gonna be here for around a month. A combination of study and here for my mom to take care of family things. I was gonna write this blog about how I am glad to be away from people and making my own server (very exciting!), but I think it's ok for me to air out just how absolutely stupid everyone, excluding my mother, is in my family on my mother's side. I like staying…
I finished my freshman year of college 2 weeks ago, ending it the way I started it. Getting sick and having a 101 F fever. That marked the 5th time I've gotten sick in around 8 months of college. Last week, my grades came out. I'm happy to say my effort paid off and my grades are good right now. In this blog from 4 months ago, I wrote about not fitting in and not having energy for anything. Much…
Link back to manga page: https://hym.neocities.org/more/manga# Synopsis You know, of the all the isekai anime/manga I've had the displeasure of watching, two of my favorites have slime in the title. I've Been Killing Slimes for 300 Years and Maxed Out My Level! starts pretty typical. An overworked office lady in Japan, Azusa Aizawa, DIES and is reincarnated as an immortal witch. Hmmm... where have…
Link back to manga page: https://hym.neocities.org/more/manga# Gal oshi JK is a very brief 1 volume yuri that I started following last year. It’s a very lighthearted manga that is mainly about a Gal/gyaru who is a “gal otaku.” Meaning she really loves gals and gyarus, to the point she’s an otaku ABOUT gals. (Mangas really like to stretch the definition of gyaru, because I personally would barely…
Oh my god! Suddenly nearly another month has passed before my last entry Today I went to my first Smash tournament. I would barely count it as a real tournament though, because it was just my universities club setting up a tourney for Smash Melee and Smash Ultimate. Even though I knew it wasn't really a big deal, I was still pretty nervous because of the.. social interaction. I think it's time for…
View part one here: https://ahaehym.blogspot.com/2026/03/recent-thoughts-and-journalling.html There is more gaming drama, and this time it comes from my home turf of Minecraft! I have long since retired from Minecraft PVP. I played from 2016 to 2021, and I primarily played on the 1.8 version (still superior in my eyes). But for a long time now, PvP has moved from 1.8 to the more recent versions.…
Ah! I gotta stop "disappearing." I've been very motivated on my website but not updating very often. Along with my blog as well. So many things I wanted to write about but I just forgot to actually write! It's already been a month since my last blog? Time just goes way too fast. Recent thoughts. I've just been taking education seriously because it serves as a good distraction and reminder of why…
Since today is valentines I do not think I have ever felt love, it is not that I am asexual or whatever the term is, because I surely do crave romantic intimacy. Of course I feel familial love all the time. I feel happy when I’m with my family. But I will admit that even with my family I feel a degree of emotional fatigue from myself, where I believe I am merely pretending to be happy and loving…
Note: This is a reblog from my blog archives, but edited because I wanted to change some stuff. Utopia is poor writing but dystopia is world renowned fiction. Everything good is fake and to be speculated on. There is no charm in the good, and you’re only smart the more you see wrong. Children are deemed intelligent by how much they understand the world and understanding the world is defined as…
HI EVERYONE! I have a hot take: Today I would like to talk about a concept that came to me when I was drunk. SINOPHOBIA IS FAKE~! Sinophobia is a psyop created by the big Xi and his greatest soldier, Li Jingjing, and our resident dog ZAPPER Hasanabi. The idea of sinophobia was invented by insecure chinese americans who are upset that Japan has anime, korea has kpop, and China has temu...…
Today is my last day of winter break. In a couple of hours, I go take a bus back to college. I'm not excited... It's a combination of a lot of stuff. I guess I really just don't have energy for certain things. It's only about to be my second semester of my first year, but I already feel like I don't fit in. I don't have energy to socialize, but I feel obligated to. I don't particularly like a lot…
Before, and After! This is genuinely my most successful DIY, I'll explain my process. The original hoodie was a black H&M hoodie my sister gave me since she no longer worn it. I decided to make it a zip-up, so I went to hobby lobby and bought a 20 inch zipper. To turn it into a zipup, I seam ripped the "V" part of the hoodie at the top to make it possible to cut it in half. After I cut it in half,…
what a crazy title, right? anyways: i am not conservative, i am not ultranationalist, and i am not MAGA. I'm a proud american, and like this country. The fact that a lot of my friends who think that having pride for my country and having some conservative views means I'm MAGA. I don't operate like that, if anything I'm still moderate democrat. But I operate based on having fundamental values and…
Happy new year, it is currently 12:31 AM on 1/1/2016 I'm just kidding, its 2026. But this year I want to get closer to my true self. I want to do cool stuff. I'm excited to change a lot of stuff on my website and blogger. I excited to post more on youtube. This christmas eve I spent it outside with my family. I had a dentist appointment, the dentist said I was doing a good job. I'm glad because I…
today is december 28, 2025. Today just didn't exist for me. yesterday, I laid down in bed and slept at 10 pm to 1 am. I got up and brushed my teeth, then joined discord with a couple of friends. I was there until 3 am, but I wanted to sleep because I wanted to fix my sleep schedule. I laid in bed... 4 am, 5 am, and then it was 7 am. This was the first time I've ever stayed up this late. I don't…
to future me, and to whoever sees this. I really want to start writing long blog posts again, I don't know why I'm acting like such a fucking chud and dumbass who treats blogging like writing 2 sentences. I promise I will write a nice long blog just to get everything out and write about christmas too! I went to a christmas eve party, it was nice, and I just remember how last year on christmas eve…
I already made a short rant on my main site about this, but I feel like this deserves a longer one here. Mercari just closed my account because i tried to bypass their stupid government id verification. i already hated the idea of using my ID to verify, because on depop you dont need to verify anything, just put your shipping address, account, that should be enough information. but ok whatever, i…
wow i completely forgot about the clownery that is neocities philsophers. whether it's that one website that has marx mao lenin stalin and the other mass murderers on their cover, or the website where the webmaster thinks hes so important that he left encrypted cipher for when he "disappears" guess what buddy, at least a million other gen z millenials and deranged boomers share your same "niche"…
hello welcome to my "first" blog (migration from neocities?) Haha I'm not actually looking to completely migrate from neocities yet. But blogger is kind of a breath of fresh air, the only problem I had with my own website was I was doing everything the old fashion way, creating a new HTML file everytime I wanted to create a new blog. And not to mention a lot of time the css would break on smaller…