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First of all, holy shit balls , I did it! I finally made my bearblog site a 88×31 button! After I made my own bearblog, I got into browsing blogs, neocities sites, and personal websites through webrings once in awhile. Opening webrings, of course you'd see each websites' buttons, so ever since then I have wanted to make my own button. The main issues, though, were one, I have never made any pixel…
having a website of my own. Longer form for my fragments. My memories in snapshots. Riding my motorbike home, I daydream about what other things to add or to remove. Thinking about conversations. Thinking about old friendships. Thinking about me, leaving things behind. Thinking about what to write which, I suppose, is just me thinking about what to ponder on. Relational bonds crashing and burning.…
Dang, I got so into Stardew Valley in the past several days LOL I haven't had hilltop farm layout before and wtf I love it so much. The river going through the middle of the farm is so pretty surrounded by trees 😭😭
I have never been this bored. Not in my entire 30+ years. This is not an exaggeration. Everything I do, I'm doing too quickly. I learned cooking; now I can cook. I learned coding; now my blog site looks good. I cleaned up my room; it's all decorated now. I don't feel like going out because it's been humid and hot outside. I don't feel like drawing for some reason, unless it's for commissions. I…
Aight so, super funny story, but I just found out that my guestbook has been in error for...god knows how long and the verification question kept giving invalid result LOL I tried it out myself earlier and 💀💀💀 couldn't even get the answer right myself. Anyway, disabling that verification question so like...hopefully it works now because ugh genuinely embarrassing for me
Holy shit done updating my bearblog theme and oh my god it looks so good!!!!!! Although it should be!!!! It took me six hours!!!!!
To do list: Website 88x13 pixel button Some black and white doodles to scatter around the blog I KEEP FORGETTING THIS!!
Just heard today that Benjamin Alire Sáenz passed away and it hit me like a truck. Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe and Last Night I Sang to the Monster by him quite literally saved my life during the hardest years of my mental illness. The quote, "The problem with my life was that it was someone else's idea" stayed with me all through the first years of my first full-time…
Many words I can say but the most important of all: good riddance. If the issue truly is that person involved wanting to read more good writing, then by all means good blog entries are available in the discovery feed everyday if you'd only have patience to check them out instead of just scrolling the trending feed. Personally, I check the discovery feed every a few days or so if not everyday after…
I want to draw today. This might just be my hypomanic cycle but I'm going to make use of it as much as I can. This time last year, I was running myself to the ground trying to handle everything, most of those things weren't even about me. It's strange being so free to make whatever I want now. No art store to tend, no conflict-avoidants who held back their tongue until they exploded inside an…
Boredom as an empty room I sit myself in.